Jinger will be there 4 you...

2009-10-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

4J rocks! BROKE THE SCHOOL RECORDS!!!!!!!!!!! only one person came to school, which is JANAGA! best class ever! mr WONG and mrs FRANCIS got so surprised! only need mark one attendance! hahahas. 4P rocks! only one girl came which is J.Pavitra! 4MM are always guai guai one! at least always got more than 10 people! hahhahas. well, school rocks! lols. ;D hahahahas. clara ang, teach us poa for yesterday and today... today onli got me,carla,lizhi! BEST RIGHT! hahahas. many things had happen. i hope the person is okey now. when times goes, i hope its better. :)

2009-10-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

i am tired. yesterday was kind of boring though. i really have to say the food is really nothing good. my back is aching. tired. tired. tired. shu mei and i keep talking abt a pig eat eat eat. gosh. not we mean lo. its the fact. today went to my dad's salon to work. ba bian to work cus since i last year go work then they need someone who knows the machine. so i work lo. but will only work for some days only. my dad was abit too much yesterday. he sa i everyday play games. :( but i need to relax wat. i just finish my exams only! )=

2009-10-11T21:22:00.000-07:00

YEAH! finally finish N levels. poa paper 1 was horrible. paper2 was good. :) i hope i will get through this year to sec5. hmm, mei mei knows my plan to go sec5 le. hahahas. she was quite mad at me. cause of my decision. )= after this year, many things would definitely change. but nevertheless,WE MUST KEEP IN CONTACT! :D hahas, gromez ask me wat will i do after my paper, i said COMPUTER AND GAMES AND FUN OUTSIDE! hahahahas. then she laugh. ;D so happy everything is finish. hahahas. books would be put aside le! hahahas. i pity 4J lols. now having lesson some more its ART! LOLS! they are like the only class in the whole school la! so poor thing. hahahas.

2009-10-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

hoping to finish POA paper! hahas. Then after monday, i am free! hmm, planning what shall i do with all the times i had! o0 maybe i shall start doing beading and improve my skills. it had been a long time since. learn roller blade. take the ride at clake quay! hahas, Who want take the ride with me! :) mei mei, want see me take! hahahas. shall go bugis see my friends! :) hmm, what esle... :s shall slowly think.....

2009-10-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i hate friends who lie to me.

2009-09-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out. so tired. but fun! :D
Tmr schooling. bored. ART! :s

2009-09-13T09:07:00.001-07:00

Back to school! :D

2009-09-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

today was a day each only got one sub!!!!!!!!!!!! after school, went to help Farhanah's cousin to paint abit for ART. then went to meet steven. and he use so many of his friend's phone till i dont know who is who le.only remember one or two only. haha. i suppose to buy cucumber for him but was rushing cause i am like always late. then after lunch, went walk walk. when he went back sch to have PTC , i was sitting under the block and that time were primary school kids finishes school. hahas. st andrew pri boys are cute not becus of their look but their size and actions! hahas. got one little boy, threw his bag beside me and stand in front of me and having sun tan!HAHAS. then later he talk to himself and start to practice kong fu!!! hahas. then another boy took a plastic container and CATCH BUTTERFLY!! and he really caught! then when steven came back, the boy practice kong fu, went to do many weird things like throwing shoe around and throwing heavy stone! steven say is his CHILDHOOD! he and i were scare that he throw the stone at us! hahas. and i was staring at him but he like got no reaction... and he is only PRIMARY2! (peep at his homework) lols. then after at headed back home. what a day i had! sadly, i cant go for his match next week cus i got N levels. CHEER UP BOY! (= wat is done, its already done. no point being upset over it! ^.^ do well for the last exams(sorry cant help you cus i am having N level during those days) Then after that next year i will help u for ur studies!

2009-09-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

4 more days! (= Today was like fun! early in the morning, shu mei and i were finding more errors for poa so that we can get more marks for our POA! hahas. i pass! (= thanks to my dearest teacher (Mrs Pig!) hahas. however i cannot count my 19POINTS! i got EMB3 but no 19 points! ROARRRR! asshole lo. sad me... hahas, did many quiz in facebook man! hahas. many quiz are quite true! hahas. ^.^ i miss MONDAY!!!!! howhowhow? :p CUCUMBER ROCKS!!!!

2009-09-02T05:17:00.000-07:00

Updates about Prelims results

ENGLISH =64/100
MATHS =52/100
S.S=25/50
History=
CHINESE=55/100
SCIENCE=52/100
POA =56/100
(not sure if i can get one more mark! waiting for clara ang!)
Art=

2009-08-31T09:44:00.000-07:00

today teacher's day was very funny! sorry mr wang,that our class never prepare party for you! but still HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! hahas. after school, met steven then go his primary school. (: then i was feeling so odd because i dont know a single one in this school. but there the teacher quite pretty! hahas. then keep seeing people walking here and there like one emo girl! heng, i got sophia pei me msg! hahahas. then after that went to library. but i already so tired le. no mood to read or study. then just see him reading comic then i look around the library. then after that the funniest time of the day was! i buy CUCUMBER and i gave to him. hahas. i love it but he hate it! )= i gave him the last one to bring home (: i so good hor. i think i know wat i should buy le. hahas. i think he realli needs it. hahas. later he hate me to the chore! lols. In the bus, he kept tickling me and i was super sensitive lah! hahas. i dont know why. hahas. i was so emo because i got 40 bus stop to reach home. )= but still got SOPHIA!(= hahas.

sorry i never let you know how i feel just now. but i hope you understand now. we have to draw a line. ^.^

2009-08-29T06:12:00.000-07:00

8 more days! my dearest pal! i miss so! )= faster come back back!!!!!

2009-08-26T08:32:00.001-07:00

i am freaking upset over my maths. though i pass but i pass with just pass which is so disappointing lah! )= haiz. no mood le. post next time! buai!

2009-08-21T05:37:00.000-07:00

today was a boring day. do dancing. which is so sian and YOKE SHAN whack me! now i got blue black on my shoulder! HATE YOU! then pal came during recess. then after school went to bu food for Steven and his friend. then headed to there. then pal and i took almost 40mins+ to reach the venue. and she is so mad cus its raining and we are like mad person. )= then after awhile, pal left. then left me. almost turn roasted. lucky he finish being referee so pei me. then we watch the final ACS independent VS ACS baker! in the end ACS independent won! nice... ACS uniform like a bee colour lo. hahas. I am stronger than Steven ! hahahas. oh ya, pal sae Steven became proportional hahahas. lols. then after tt left to go home. then i found out tt there is a shorter way home which is walk though botanic gardens! which onli takes 20mins. lols. then i went zi lian while walking alone. hahas. reached home and rest then go bath and put mask cus i scared got pimples and i so smelly. now using com. :)

2009-08-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday where so fun,great and unforgettable. THANKS to pra ,farnahah ,jannath , liyana , zai for making me pretty for the day (make up,clothes,bangles)! thanks alot. and some ppl sae i look great , however some sae its too red. to me i think i look nice. (: thanks to teacher,friends for those compliment. took many photos. sadly many people never come! ): if not it would be even more great... pics would be in facebook. (= then after sch, went with half the class together with mr.wang! then of a group of guys talking about us cause mr wang is the onli guy. hahas. then after that some left. then we and mr wang headed to vivo rooftop to take photos. then everyone was looking at us. we pose for mr wang to take pics! hahas. i want the PICTURES MR WANG! hahas. i think it will be very nice. oh ya, mrs chu want to buy the clothes i wore for her daughter. O0 then later went to meet little bro. and he laugh at me )= then we went to take train. and everyone is looking. and it was the first time i go to st andrew sec. lols. then i feel so ps because he seem to know everyone in the area and i was like so blur. lols. then got one guy ask him "your GF IS A INDIAN?" (do i look like a indian sia!) then we walk under the HDB flat ,got one old man took pic of both of us. which is damn scary sia. almost 3pm, went to his school and you know WAT! the women security guard ask me to stop. i thot she want me to sign in but its came out to be not. but i have to pose for the phone camera and she was calling me names... and my little bro was giggling. =.= then i walk wif him to the field and his friends was disturbing him. however i find them childish lols. i dare not walk near the field cus i m too red. ahas. then his coach ask me to go to the field but i said its okey. hahas. im so sorry for him cus he is being teasing everywhere. );i tok to yoke shan for 1 hour and 15mins. she is just cut her hair. and she was singing national song. hahas. then there goes my phone is flat. hahas. then i waited till his match is over which is almost 7pm. freaking tired. plus i was wearing heels. it hurts. then i reach home almost 8pm.hahas. oh ya, sheng yong got new gf. hope they last forever! JIA YOU! :D

2009-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

hoping for the day to end my N levels. and i will be stress free. hahahas. yesterday and today stay back for ART! now going to rush ART. my world is now ART aRt ArT ! lols. once art is done, half of my stress is gone. then will be my STUDY STUDY time. lols. anyway, i know my pimple is big cause of wat, STRESS hahas. everyone knows it. lols. Clara said " its like a mountain" )= so mean but quite true cause this is really the biggest pimple i got so far. hahaha. shall post after i have gone my art final piece of series of 6 postcards. bye bye bloggg. till next week then update you. takecare. oh ya, shall upload pictures soon. so plain lah this blog. hahas. BUAI BUAI! *.* (cant copy sheng yong that rabbit.)

2009-07-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

once again i am blogging. past few weeks, i really had been thinking... maybe i had come to a conclusion ba. After what Sheng Yong,Linda,Emmanuel,Mrs Chu said, what they had tell me or advise me makes me have a great time reflecting on it. And now i know what to do. CODE (sheng yong): "Some friends come and Some friends go" CODE (mrs chu&linda): "what for care about theirs when they dont cares about you?"and more.... so now i know wat le. no more talking about this matters until after N levels! (= okey,enough of this.
anyway i start to feel stress for ART again cause of mei mei and pal influence )= but i promised to do my best. Past few days, yoke shan was the person that makes me feel happy and care free but not too crazy or weird like her lah. oh ya, hope van did well for her orals man! (= today stay in school till 5+ for art. that can be seriously drive me nuts. if i everyday like that you would see me like some freak... i damn pissed off just now while getting down the bus lah. A lady sat beside me and push my books and bag when everyone knows i got so many things and yet she did this to me. dont know iszit she blind or wat. then she gave me a long face. however when i was getting down, i said sorry to her. then know wat, she gave me a damn face and i got even more mad and i also gave her a damn lo. lols. cus i find a bitch... anyway, MEI MEI so blur, left her poa textbook in school. Poor her cant do her homework. :\ when next Friday, i went to NUH to check my backbone and know what, doctor say i might need to go for OP but i told him if i go, i would go after my N levels,cus there would be a need to be hospitalise. haiz, and there is one more thing but is confidential. so not going to be say it out here... )=

2009-07-02T02:22:00.000-07:00

whenever i see you all, my heart breaks.
whenever i remember about the past, my eyes turns red.
whenever i think about those laughter, my brain start to hurt.
whenever anyone ask about it, my heart starts to bleed and shattered to pieces.
i really miss the past you all.

First day of school

Upset about things that supposed to be solved.

Shock to see someone had really changed.

Second day of school

Same things.
My birthday but i really wanted to cry as people that i really care about dont even got the courage or maybe forgotten my birthday to wish me. WHY!!!

Third day of school

Sit at separate tables in the canteen.
I really felt like crying but i would never cry in front of peoples i hate!
At night,started crying over stuffs before i sleep as i could not sleep well...

Fourth day of school

E-Maths, there were so much urge to talk to you both but however, whenever i just see people i hate, my hatred pressure went high.
After school, you both walked pass me like a stranger,STRANGER! my shocking thing i had seen in my life! STRANGER!
Why did you both became like this? WHY??!?! I had really no idea why these had happen after holidays? What is wrong?
Freaking upset over things like this happen just the first week. The more i see you both, i felt useless as i dont know what more could i do.

THE END OF MY FIRST FOUR DAYS OF SCHOOL

2009-06-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

so fast it is already the first day of third week of holidays. firstly,i want to thanked my luo lao shi for guiding me.Today i went with farhanah to bugis but upset cause the library sux! tmr going to meet up with yoke shan.

2 Main Things that is in my mind for realli long time

Firstly is my N levels, i am feeling quite useless as i felt that i am not putting effort on them as i dont know why am i like that. i think i need to built up my self-confident and self- determination as i think i need to improve in that. i realli dont want to disappoint my parents and teachers if i dont do well or to get to sec 5. i will try.

school, running out of school,always thinks of going out to pass time then of course there are some would rather be busy in their studies rite? AM I RIGHT TO SAY SO? my point is direct so that it wont be very confusing to understand. so Secondly is my Clique, i dont know shall i call it a Clique or schoolmates? In my mind there are two parts, one part is should i even bother as other people dont even care about it? On the other hand which is the second part,3 years +++ of friendship goes down the drain? I felt super upset about it as I hate to see my close friend becoming a classmate like that. The feeling is realli sickening. Sometimes it boil my temper up but sometimes it make me blank. WHY IS MY CLIQUE LIKE THAT? Or maybe there is some misunderstanding that we must say it out and resolve it. If not, there would be no way to make things go better but worse. Yes i wont denied that we are busy but what are we busy at? STUDIES! If onli everyone is serious and willing to work hard, we could all get together and help each others! If the mind is set like ponningdont read it as a scolding, arguing or blaming on each other and so on.... And please know who you are mixing with now. Do you even think they are your true friends or so called "bad companies" ? It is frustraing to see my close friends going with 'those friends' that are making them becoming worse. I am not trying to be jealous or so on.Its alright to have another goody friend but if you know that what they tell you or do is wrong, why do you still following them? Why be blacklisted because of them? Iszit Worth it my friend? I decided to patch the Clique back because we all entered this school as a good student not to be a GANGSTER,AH LIAN or SKIP SCHOOL! And we are friends that will help each other in no matter what situation and we enjoy being with each other no matter in what events. So why let this Clique become a laughter to others and a stranger to each other? Do you all even want this group back? If you dont want these Clique back, then you just have to stand up and speak up your mind and no one will shoot you back but just understand you and be reasonable and fair to you.

I would my CLique members could see these and reflect on what i had said. I hope that they will understand and tell me whether anot they want this Clique to be back again?

2009-06-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

today freaking funny, went school for POA and E Maths. farhanah last lah... she forgot tt today got POA. then on my way to school, my dad and i were toking abt cold jokes. then we both laughing like siao. hahas. i was waiting for farhanah at foyer then i dunno how mr.poon now i was there and he ask me go upstairs to wait for her and he ask me to open library lah. then miss sim, came then mr.poon came. miss sim sae i can be the next librarian... I DONT WANT BO! then had poa till 2+ then sent farhanah to bus stop. go back to library to have e maths. then she teach wo till like 3:30. i bo question ask her liao. and i saw smth, hahas. a keychain with her and her bf face. so sweet ar. i better study my lower sec maths lah. i like forgot alot liao. i dont want be a silly goose! ahhas. miss sim always sae tt to me. =.= i want be a smart goose! :D went to great world city,to buy ham and snacks. lols, i pig sia. ^^

2009-06-04T02:17:00.001-07:00

hello blog! :D

2008-09-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

yeah no more extra lessons on friday ! yipee!!! hahas. veri lazy to update my this blog liao. hahas. sch boring. ppl more boring! lols. byebye.

2008-08-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GEGE!!!thanks for being there for me at times , u are the best gege i had! hahas.i still failed my english even miss lok give the class one more marks! pls lah, onli like 16 ppl pass english in my class lor . i pass my maths overall i got 65/100. recess went wif shu mei to mrs.clara ang to change my poa marks again! YEAH i got A2 finially for POA not tt i veri boastful but my poa never got A2 before. SS failed by 1.5 marks. )= i hope my combined humanities i hope pass. so far for total , i pass my maths,poa,science,chinese. failed english. still waiting for ART & COMBINED HUMANITIES marks. hahas, i think my dearest influence me cus my dearest always speak chinese & msg me in chinese. hahas. till i got to check dictionary on wat the word is tt. hahas. my dearest told me tt is a good thing tt friends score good results & not getting jealous over it. juz ned some encouragement to them & be happy for them. i find wat my dearest said its true. after all wat is good friends for? they are for u all along. (: be happy of wat ur friends get & not showing off & encourage them ! ^^

2008-08-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

i finally pass my maths & science. not veri high but pass. im happy already. thanks for my dearest wishes & understanding for my exams. thanks! maths got 21/35 (passed) chem got 9/15 (passed) bio got 9/15 (passed) HENG! but english 8/20 (failed) )= & history 8/25 (failed) haiz. yanti damn funny in the morning! cus of the BAO in the class! & miss sim was like blaming me for sae the 7th month thing! hahhahahas. second thing was tt chinese lesson! carmen was damn funny! lion dance so is "shi zi zai niu che shui tiao wu" hahas mr.wong was like WAT LION DANCING IN CHINATOWN! HOW COULD IT BE POSSIBLE! lols. our chinese class was the best, english words to chinese words! hahas. three thing was tt cca, my sis friend was one the phone using the earphones & the trainer & i thot tt she was toking to herself! & he & me was like giggling like shit! hahahas. cus she was like looking at the computer & sae "i sent e-mail already wat,u have not get meh. sure anot! " & he ,mi turn & see her toking to herself but end up sai la is we both retard but she realli damn funny. i think today is the most funny day!!! :D

2008-07-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

miss sim was veri angry today! lucky i told her my maths tb thing before she became angry. heng me! but poor eunice kenna angry like mad. POA got test next week. sian. chem, was ok. i was so scared tt the acids will burn my skin! )= hahas. but im fine now. CME&PC was veri boring i wanted to sleep but in the end tok wif girlfriend till the end of sch. went to Kuo Chuan Presbyterian sec sch! was boring. my friend who is in tt sch, dont want to wait for me lah! bad him! so went home wif my parents & ate at junction8! now rushing history. bye!

2008-07-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

had PE today, was damn fun as our class finially run in a whole class for 5rounds le! & girlfriend & i was running like siao for shutter run! hahas. we had the same timing! wah we both one heart! hahas. 10.55 seconds! no better le lor. i tried! Biology i finially pass my test! HENG! Art , i was like a office girl not a art student lah, mrs.chua ask me to go print out the assignment for her & then ask them to sign & pass back to her. then went wif pal to computer lab to print her photos. & then by the time , i want to start on my work, bell RINGS! lesson over! haiz. went tiong to buy my popular. but sad to sae, no more stock ! onli OCT then the stock comes! by then they comes, sch ended liao! thanks superwoman for helping me call half of singapore popular! went home, kael msg me & he cried cus i cried after my mum scolded me badly. i first time hear kael cried,i stop crying & started laughing non-stop! hahas. sorry yeah! superwoman & i was like writing in our PM saying about how careless we are! )= i lost my maths tb & she worse lost her cam! we both always sleep the latest in STC friends in msn & we are the most careless ones too! haiz! x(

2008-07-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

today almost late for sch. hahas. art was kinda boring nothing much of fun we had. poa worst onli did one question & i hope my POA would pass well. recess was okey, wah esther so good to me lor, bring cornflakes for me to eat! hahas. THANKS SUPERWOMAN! maths was okey,the curves are quite difficult! hahas. sian got some extra lesson on friday. went NUH for bone check up. was not veri happy wif my bone but my next appointment is nextyear. i hope my bone is fine. my dear friends there is a news ! 25th july HERRY IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE! )= GOSH why time pass so fast! take care!

2008-07-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

so sad today, kenna lock out of my house as i got no keys to open the open! )= then kael called me & i told him tt i wont ans him but he insist to call me so i ans & he is like talking to himself as i dont want to reply him! lols. then he speaks english then chinese then english again. damn funny hhaahs. & i aso decided to walk around my whole neighborhood to past time. hahas. by instead, kael pai wo by toking to me while i walk! hahas. thanks. hahas. esther is my SUPERWOMAN & we both are SUPERWOMEN! hahas.we always then latest ppl to offline in STC! lols.

2008-07-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

today was fine. i pass my maths test lucky me! i was angry wif kael as he makes me angry yesterday nite! wif his annoying attitude! he was like msging & calling me like nobody business lah ! in msn aso, in the end i forgave him & he promise me not to do tt again. after sch did the puzzle wif aniela & i was so pissed off after doing 1/5 of it! hahas. next wed going to YUXU's school to visit his sch media! hahas. so cool! hahas. i using my pal's brought for me the pooh hugging it in front of the computer! hahas. it reminds me how my pal is wif me always! :D love ya.

my nicest chinese teacher.

ESTHER!

2008-07-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

woke up early again, cus ned to pray for my great grandmother at a temple! i shall upload those photos soon! & show u how the prayer look like! i was there praying for like almost 6hours! & my monkey little cousin always wants to sit on my lap till his bro got jealous & push him away! hahas. then they both started to fight & kick each other ass! hahas. my baby wei zhen cousin was so good baby , he never cries unlike other baby would cry when there is veri loud sound around! ahaas. Jason korkor & his wife was there too! omg, his wife so pretty but abit short. hahas. but he so lucky got sucha pretty wife! steven use his house phone to call me & i dont even know it till i heard his voice mail! hahas. & he tell me to use his friend no. to msg him as his friend is his good friend! & his friend is juz one word "BASTARD" how the hell i know his friend is steven good friend! & his friend told Steven" im irritating ", i onli sent two sms to his friend onli & he calls me IRRITATING! anyway i dont want to msg his stupid good friend. kael is waiting for me to be ready for relationship as i juz directly rejected him as i dont want to be in a relationship in this moment! so ya, he juz sae he would wait! yaya, i bet its juz fake!

2008-07-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

woke up veri early cus sis & i going for the pathlight sch funfair! dad brought $100 coupons for us to spent! went there wif my church friends & we saw many Raffles girls & guys & MGS & CJC & SCGS ppl having games stalls & food! there is one guy from RI bang on me then his face dont know why suddenly so red! he was apologizing continuous when i already said its okey! in the end , i juz walk away cus everyone was looking at me as he was like "sorry,SO sorry,Sorry! " left the funfair after two hours as there is not many things to play there. then we all went back home as my cousin from Austria "Jean jie jie " came to visit us! she is so pretty now! lucky for her as she never speak to me in ANG moh way of english if not i dont get wat she is toking! hahas. then went out wif her to orchard for dinner. hope to see her soon again! i forgot to take pic wif her lah. if not i can show u all how pretty she is after staying in Austria! :)

2008-07-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

today was okey in sch. art was kinda boring. ohh, ignatius was like annoying lah. he ask me wheather he could come & fetch me for after sch , i was like NOO WAY! i think he is crazy lah from tampines to my sch. plus he juz started to work onli! later kenna fired! lols.

2008-07-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

happy birthday faith & cassandra!

today was damn funny as sch was okey. i finally juz pass my maths & for poa i pass too. i hope i continue to be like tt! before cca i went to tiong wif faith&yi ning. after we eat lunch, i saw cass wif one dont know girl or boy! hahas. i think is a girl. lols. i didnt no today was her birthday! hahas. then went back to sch for cca & i saw ANNA mei & she was like weaving to me in a blur look hahas. i wanted to laugh but i cant be so bad. cca, the trainer looked damn toot! hahas. when ms.koh scold us , he give everyone a look tt he veri scared! hahas. i want to laugh out loud! lols. went home & Ignatius msg me , he damn weird lah ask me some question but i know how to ans them. hahas. okey, i gtg now. goodnites!

2008-07-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

hahas. anna's pooh! hahas. & alissa muffins! thanks . :) hahas. my good friend xu yu is damn weird always tells me to intro myself to him! like he first day no me like tt. so idoit lah.

2008-06-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

went out wif sophia,van&clara to changi then to west mall! thanks for celebrating my birthday with me. THANKS! im older now. im 15 & i growing (hope so)! here are the pics we took.

i love her as my Sweetest girl! :)

2008-06-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

today was okey. juz hoping tt many ppl would come to my birthday! reach sch super early morning then go take my badge for CMC! the badge not realli nice as i had to pin everyday so ma fun & if got everything wrong the CMC would be called out & it would be veri obvious who is CMC now! DIAO!!! today daddy was teaching me on some software thing then i got to learn&do in front of him but its quite fun! WED PAGE design! WOOTS . i like it! hahas.

2008-06-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

fun today. many jokes share wif my friends. cca was okey, the trainer was so blur for teaching me as im a hard student tt always trouble him & hi always confused him in flash hahas.

2008-06-23T08:26:00.000-07:00

today girlfriend&van never come sch onli got alissa wif me! )x but thing happen on the first thing of the morning like so bad luck me! got scolded! )= then after chinese class, i was walking to chem lab then mr.wong was like asking me how was my holidays& he walk wif me down to the chem lah. i somemore walk longer way & he follow me...

2008-06-20T02:59:00.000-07:00

yeah counting down my birthday! yeah 10 days more i m 15 yrs le! hahas.yipeee! steven is back 16th june. but never contact him at all as my phone is not wif me. sad but lucky i still can use computer if i know my limits tt is wat my dad said! i miss everyone! :) i have thot of waking up & leave relationship & go wif my wonderful girlfriends! like in primary school! my strong partner WAN NING! soccer & fun & soccer & fun everyday! i miss her,dont know how is she doing now! :D & Claudia in singapore sport school! hope she continues to laugh like she used to be like wif me! hahas. 1 more news! HERRY is not disturbing me anymore! YES!!!! 3 more days! my friends wont be irradiated by him&his nonsense!!!

2008-06-19T08:17:00.001-07:00

thanks girlfriend for helping me my blog! xie xie!

2008-06-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

today suppose to go out wif my aiai & pal but pal not free & tmr aso cancel! nvm, i will stay at home which my mum would like to hear tt! :) nevermind soon my birthday would come & i would go celebrate wif my close friends! :D SCOTT is BACK! STEVEN is not BACK! & i juz got into my maple story acc & i saw my guild! it wrote, SHIFU got kiss....... who would it be? it cant be my girlfriend as she is not to bo lau to do sucha thing. could it be brandon or scott? i dont know but its either one or them. & i played the character tt i&scott made tgt the name is "littlejinger" & "littlegouhui" ! i miss those days! )= but its okey. at least i got a memories to remember tt once a time, i m loved or cared by him. i remember he is once my caring buddy too! but now its no more but its still ONCE UPON A TIME! PAL dont have to be guilty cus there is still a chance to watch movie too! :D

2008-05-29T21:48:00.000-07:00

happy 8th months AIAI! :D
when the sea is gone the earth is gone, my heart for you is always here & not drift away by it! :)

2008-05-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

yesterday , went out to vivo & meet steven then meet van! i love my pal! she is my best pal, she cares for me. & steven is angry & hate me. fine fine. hahas. i& him sit under the sun for at least 20mins + & he keep complaining to me tt the sun is burning him! hahahas. im blacker now! lols. then he started poking me ! & he keep hitting my head! later i became stupid then i would not remember who is him & today he is going back to his country at 2pm! hope he has a safe trip back! :) ok. PTC sucks! miss sim tell my mum to disconnect the computer! but she forget im good in media & computer stuffs so i connect it back! but i must be a good gal so i would go back to study! ok. i want to meet my friends during holidays! so ok. bye!

2008-05-22T02:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out wif pal . yesterday was the worst movie i ever watch wif my pal! she worries, i aso worries for her! haiz! but i would she would cheer up soon! i loves YOU MY PAL! :D today i dont know sch ended quite early! then went wif van! (= then meet my baby. my baby then funny he sae i bad girl! hahas. then i force him to eat ice cream! hahas. he saw his teacher & his teacher think wrong lah! hahas.

2008-05-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

exams over already but my result are not in flying colours )= haix! today , recess time, after eat finish went up to audi then i didnt know bea or eather called me. hahas. my hearing got problem liao! then i listen songs wif alissa. then i told her tt i dont want to listen to noisy songs then she choose a sad song then i think of my baby going bACk his country then now lia sae he not going back! wat the hell who is saying the truth? i hope alissa is okey noW! she almost scare me! get well & be a cheerful kid again! ahahhas.

2008-05-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

happy birthday alissa! HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!! (=

i hope my pal&i would be okey. haiz, why things became like tt. i accept tt true friends whould stand wif them in watever they change to & became to but i try to give in to tt as my korkor&zi wei & herry & steven said. okok. im sorry. thanks guys.! :)

2008-04-28T00:56:00.000-07:00

my blog would be closed till exams over. tt is wat my dad sae so! )= cant update! good luck people for exams! love love! but today would be my last time posting before exams okey? hahas. on last friday, after sch went wif pal to town to get her second bro's present! she chose the shirt colour dont have her bro size so she took the white & the white shirt, got blue mark & the sale girl there go put water & make it abit worse. hahas. then my pal so good sent me home! hahas. thanks man! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO her SECOND BROTHER! hahas. on sat, went wif my friends & sis to watch The Forbidden Kingdom ! damn cool, how i wish im veri good at martial art! then i can fight well! lols. today, i was quite & angry. why my CLIQUE, SLOWLY & SLOWLY people are going to be les! WHY? i cant stand them being a les when i ask them before will you become a les & they sae NO but now THEY ARE les! omg, they bluff me! )= wat so nice abt being les? tt girl aso got the same things you! why tt girl like wat, u aso want to follow! then tt girl go eat shit, u go eat aso lah! & sorry pal,van,ali! i make you all scared&worried. but i realli cant stand it already. they have gone beyond the limit! i try to accept it but now its getting too far! i dont want to loose my temper & voice out! i control & control but i hope u both dont go beyond the limit! if not, u force me to throw my temper out! u both know me well, u should know tt if i cant take it , i would voice it out & not keep it in my heart for so long. ok. i think i shall stop here now. my dad is coming home & he dont know im using the com! bye. takecare. i will treat u how u treated me!

2008-04-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

went to tiong wif pal & we chat till almost 4+ lor. i miss her being wif me in class man! )= love pal!

2008-04-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

hahas. today is FUNFAIR! hahas. i sooo happy! i see scott & steven! AAAAAAaaa!!! hahas. i siao liao! in the beginning was quite sian then after tt were gettting more fun ! hahas. sad my art broken liao! i dont like steven! he bully me! he kick my butt & wipe flour on me! he go slap scott's face in acarde! so mean! & steven shoot miss sim down into the water! hahas. scott & steven saw my ez-link card! so mean! never ask me then go see my card! hate him! went wif baby eunice to see got wat thing! & the haunted house is so cool , girlfriend was so scared till she almost cry! hahas. but she did not lah! & my mei stupid dont want go cus she scared! GOOD GIRLFRIEND SO BRAVE! so funny lah, girlfriend & i went tiong & ask scott & steven to wait at tiong mac then they go wait at HDB bus-stop! & our bus drove past them! hahaas! & i was so PS! i was at the kiddy place wif shanna & carmen & sophia's little cousin! & shanna and carmen was jumping onto me! )= wat if my cheebye spoilt! i going to sue them! dont know wat the both guys were toking when im inside there playing! )= so scared they sae bad things abt me! & the two guys saw my UNDIE! wat the hell! dont like korkor's JR! hahas. my LOVER so PRETTY wif the cheer leading clothes! hahas. my baby eunice is so cute wif the hair! & pal is so scary! like ghost! hahahahs. oh ya, yesterday go re-bond my hair! its so straight now! hahas.

2008-04-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

today before chinese class, was teasing HONG becus i ask her wat she like abt her ex.les! she didnt reply me! )= im waiting to see anna's flying COW! hahahas. my mei ar, so funny do this kind of cow tt can fly! hahaas. after sch, went tiong wif girlfriend , van , alis! took cab there & went to bring things & girlfriend is gross she drop a pearl out of her mouth! sad today in mrt we cant see free watch! hahahas. EUNICE IS MY BABY! ahahhas. :D

2008-04-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

today school was okey. hahas. chinese was boring. let forward till Social Studies! ms.vino let ask stand up again& carlo korkor was making funny faces lah! she last one to sit down! hahas. after sch went to tiong wif faith to buy spray paint! then in the bus,carlo korkor was like holding my neck & i sketch her! i think got mark! so sorry! hahhas. then she want to play scaring game! & its a draw! 1-1! hhahaas. then in KFC,after i order my food,i move one side to wait for faith then i by accident step on one guy foot! & i was like OPPS SORRY! hahas. then the guy was like AR,NVM. hahas. lucky he is not so fierce! hhaas. stay in sch till 4+ for art! )= kind of disappointed by my group member ask her do art, she go eat & go bus stop see guy! :@ damn pissed off tt time,lucky i still have two good group members! (+

2008-04-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

went to faith's house to do art! then althea was always laughing at my actions! so bad lah! im serious when i was telling wat is my idea then she laugh! )= then i damn scared the faith's dog come out! hahhas. then the leaves we made, faith's sis was saying its like dinosaur eggs! lols. hahahs. sorry people cus i never reply their msg! SORRY! hope i can manage wif the art! HAIZ! STRESSS! hahas lols.

2008-04-11T04:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday, girlfriend so good came to sch! hahas. art lesson was kind of boring! maths lesson whole class kenna scolding. chinese shanna & alissa were tgt. assembly was in class & carmen pour glitter on my hair! & i ran after her & her hair is yellow glitter & mine is green glitter! stupid lah, cus yesterday korkor told carmen tt today she must bully me in sch! so mean. at nite, steven won the match! for rugby! congrats. mei was kenna of sad! but i think she okey le! take care ar MEI! little monk is crazy cus he go everywhere to tell his friends tt he is wooing a girl! hahhas. korkor came online so damn late lah! cant realli tok to him much! )=

2008-04-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

hahas. today my dearest girlfriend finally come school! & she bluff me she fool me to buy food for her & she go throw her food away!!! bad girlfriend! hahas.pal was so dirty more dirty than me now! hahas. after school, went wif girlfriend to tiong for lunch & she was staring at me to eat my lunch but i ask her eat my fries hahas. go popular then she was like saying she wants purple! & its my art lah! hahas. then go home then little monk toks to me! little monk wants to woo me! SHIT WAT I DO! pal would be saying me again! hahas. korkor wed cam me & he is damn funny hahas. he is so XIAO QI ! & he is so talkative carmen aso not so talkative as him lah! hahas. korkor so dark in the pic! lols. herry was scaring girlfriend! lols. hahahs.

2008-04-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

hahas.little monk sae he miss me alot till he crazy! hahas. so dramatice. & herry is my new best friend! lols. wah girlfriend so bad )= leave me alone in sch today! onli left her soul wif me for english! i miss my girlfriend. & my pal! pal is sick! OMG, hope she is okey! i miss the two of them )= why am i not sick then i can pai them! i love them so much! its like i have to have them in my daily sch days! carlo korkor,drew on my leg! i was bathing&i was trying to take out! i put lot lots of soap to wash off! hahas. my ang moh friends was like staring at me cus my leg ! i was like wat the hell see wat see never see chinese leg before ar! my friend alex was like saying OHH nice green tattoos! & i said HUH wat tattoos & he was pointing at my leg! so pai seh! hahas. anna so blur, i shout her name & at first she was looking around who call her! BLUR MEI! hope steven is not crying now. hope he is happy! (=

2008-04-03T03:36:00.000-07:00

hahas. damn funny today. sophia & i were like playing like siao during PE! hahas. i biggy back her like siao. hahas. she is lucky for me to carry her cus i never throw her down! we are both so high! (: during cca time, i was toking wif carlo korkor (Carmen)& amelia jiejie(Emmanuel)...they are bullying me. im not FATKING lah. ): i dont eat & sleep & eat & sleep. i bath well okey! so mean. jiejie somemore sae she having a bully session! lucky korkor is better! (: so korkor is loved. jiejie is not loved! i know one guy named herry. he is a nice guy. hahas. even he is not a singapore an but he is nice. hahas. he edit my pic in friendster! i was like OMG! hahas. i look ugly okey! ):

2008-04-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

haiz. i dont look sad but im veri sad onli thing i never show it out. i promise to myself tt i must not upset my friends & make them worry for me. i would onli express my feelings to either my baby or through msn personal msg or blog. so yeah. jan is like testing my chinese knowledge lah. all the sms all chinese words. i now put a dictionary beside me to check wat words is tt man! he is funny lah. i sae i dont like a boyfriend tt is too muscular cus i dont like to lean on hard shoulder than he sae okey then he stop going gym & eat alot alot! & today,my baby so careless now his phone is with one person cus he left his phone in the toilet! -_- & i found out tt he put my contact as COOKING! wah lau, i cook him up ar. hahas. da gege was msging saying how bored is he! & my sms is already reach 750 + le. die liao! sure kenna scolding by mummy. okey. little monk lost his mp3 which he juz put on his table onli! blur him lah.

2008-03-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

happy 5th month anniversary AIAI! (: you like my angle & a person tt brings laughter to me ! thanks! love you lots lots! (: chu hock is treating me ICE CREAM to cheer me up! hahas. so kind of him! thanks girlfriend too for comforting me ! xie xie! (= thanks everybody!

2008-03-28T23:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday was okey. i express my emotion & feeling on my statue i made for art! & i told the class my heart is broken! which is a fact... dawn was teasing me whenever she saw me! yesterday, i was walking wif sophia then she suddenly from my back sae "i love you ****" so sad she can be. today after sch, she went to me again & said the same thing then i was wif my sis & she almost shout his name out! then she sae okok, i will stop teasing for TODAY ONLI! & Jan was saying tt im his gun & he is the cowboy so if a cowboy dont have a gun, his life is left out one thing. hahas. thanks jia hui, sophia, steven, jan & wei jie for comforting me when im super sad. thanks guys! :D

2008-03-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

before art lesson, i wrote in the paper DONT TOUCH! for my statue. then when i come back miss DAWN janner so write "Dawn love King yi like just how she loves ***** " wah some more leave it wide open till i come back sia! naughty dawn! today was super funny! after school, sophia , farhanah & i were on our way to canteen & we saw my meimei & her friend doing history project but i dont think they doing porject lor cus i onli see them chatting chatting! then sophia's hand was "sweet" & touch me! so i went to get my revenge back so i ran around wif miss SOPHIA! & miss sim was saying we both CHILDISH! hey im not the one childish lor is SOPHIA. she shout for miss sim help but miss sim DONT HELP! hahas. (= but in the end, of course MISS KING YI wins! lols. win wif no prize hahas. then went for cca & cca is boring without a trainer! ok, bye go do homework liao! hahas. Jan is sending my chinese text msg again! (=

2008-03-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

went to cut my hair today. my hair is thiner now. & Zi Wei was sending "my dearest JINGER, what are you doing?" then i repiled "my dearest OLD man ZIWEI, im playing games." hahas. he was mad when he saw tt lols. hope steven's leg is recovering soon. girlfriend is siao now. she is a DOGGY! onli listen to her owner. haiz, i not her owner so cant decide for her! )=

2008-03-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

hahas. Chua & Ang never come today! free period! YEAH! Vanessa was damn funny! we were like talking our history,how our clique came about! shanna so mean, took my ALISSA's hair away from me! & CARMEN CALLED ME "kewl king" or "cool queen"! wat the hell. shanna bully me sae i short! im growing okey! sweetie was funny, cca time she was quite blur or dumb cus she so clueless for doing FLASH ! OMGosh! my baby go cut to a MONK! cus st.andrew's rugby team all cut BONKA! aiyo so sad! hahas like going NS like tt. i got a MONK friend! heehee. oh ya. alissa everyday aso got WHITE HAIR too stress to some not important things! & i put it out in english class! MuaHHAHAAHHAHAS....

2008-03-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

omg today fucking bad! i went to use my mum slimming cream cus i was bored cus pal got smth on then never go out wif me! & its make of chilli & can die fats so i go put on my body! & after one hour, my body was on FIRE! i go bath but it became worse! then i YELL & CRY in my room then my dad was like knocking my room & ask wat happen & i shout for help then my dad came in my room & was like WAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM WIF YOU? WHY YOUR BODY LIKE ROASTED CHICKEN? & i was like crying saeing tt i use mummy cream! ): he was like faster go put ICES! & i slept. & mum was funnying like siao when i told her during dinner! ): i know i veri stupid lah! even, my friends laugh at me... YEAH, scott might be coming on funfair day!

2008-03-10T20:52:00.000-07:00

hahas. Jan sent me the messengers are quite nice! see.
1) 如果天上落下一滴水, 那是我在想你而流泪; 如果天上落下两滴水, 那是我爱你而心醉; 如果天上落下无数滴水, 那则是.........别瞎想了, 下雨了!

2) 东边日出西边雨, 我在工作想起你; 没有什么送给你, 送你一句祝福语, 祝你身体建康牙齿掉光, 不能吃饭, 只能喝汤, 哈哈! 祝你天天快乐!

hahahaahas. (= ohh ya, i got no more korkor cus my korkor change to JIEJIE! hahas. i got a JIEJIE tt is trying to make herself a real lady. (:

2008-03-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

i love this pics!!!

2008-03-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

BLUR ANNA!!!

efl for sec one its fun! (: i got many pics wif my lovely twins! ( : & anna is a bad girl.tickle me when im tired. >(

2008-03-02T05:05:00.000-08:00

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY GALFRIEND!

went to sophia place. first go eat lunch with YI Ning then meet alissa & buy present. i got many pics but cannot upload. next time. OHH ya. SHANNA was like acting like beggars! then one ang moh give her $10 SINGAPORE DOLLARS! then i faster so return him! 10 SINGAPORE DOLLARS leh! not 1 DOLLAR!

2008-02-19T04:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

today was fun okey. i got many things from many friends. & went out with baby boi,twins & miss gay. then we watch CJ7 & baby boi was so funny okey. he disturb me but failed cus im not scared by him. hahas. but i realli have a happy time spending !

2008-02-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

today went to chinatown. its like damn boring okey! the most fun thing was dawn got scared by the sound made & i was kenna put by her. hahas. lols.my mind is rewinding again & again the phrase "$3 $3 $3 , everything $3!" then on my way back to home went wif faith& gurlfriend to the taiwan shop & we went to park mall & saw the glass animals we brought last year & we rmb tt auntie & she rmb us too ! today we brought another animals again! & we are going back to buy another one next year! hahas.

his hair damn funny & he say ned to pay $2 to take his face!

this baby so cute! haha.

2008-02-03T06:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sweetie CLARA!

sweetie thanks for being beside me when i want to sae out my mind storage. love ya sweetie. ohh ya,big boy went back to celebrate chinese new year with his family. sad he cant talk to me daily now. hope girlfriend's leg is better now. gosh juz now my dad kill lizard & he bring and throw at me & i scream like hell! it like still moving! hahahas. yesterday cmc training sux sia. i got so many things to do! )= sian sian.

2008-01-30T00:45:00.000-08:00

people changes & friends change, never last nor stay forever. close friends would become a stranger & stranger had become a friend that i could communicate with now. im miserable but i never show out. i tried to control my temper but hope no one over limit it. i have lost my close friends & close people. so i onli have one person tt i wont ever want to loose anyone now! )=

2008-01-27T07:17:00.000-08:00

today was quite funny! steven&i was like msging each other & we was sending each other poems & i ran out of poems to sent lah! hahahas. gurlfriend was like the king of the house! sad my name is king but not king of the house! haiz. valentine day is coming soon! hope i got a right valentine to be with this year! pray hard for one to come! (:

2008-01-21T02:19:00.000-08:00

hahaha, Eunice Ong Jing Yi... she is so funny! JINGER with a flower blinking! & Alissa with a Innocent Five! hahaha... PAL, everything would be fine okey! i will be wif your side whenever i could okey! gosh, miss sim called my grandma's house phone & my grandma was raising her voice so loud cus miss sim talks english& my grandma cannot understand! OPPS, i will apologise to miss sim tmr sia! heehee.

2008-01-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.STEVEN!

hmm, today suppose to run wif vanessa but she got something on so never go run. wah so long never msg scott finally he msg me.hahas. wah i comfort a guy wif family problems. he sounded so sad. kind of bored now. taking some pics of myself. okey, i ZI LIAN now sia. hahahas. i miss my last year pal & my last year galfriend & my last year twins... haiz. all gone now! ):

2008-01-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

i want my old pal. i miss her loved & care for me. i dont like now! i am so a great stranger to her & the whole clique! ):

2008-01-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

i hope clara&althea can get second cca. i miss them like fuck siao okey! ): i miss all the fun! ): i miss the most is my PAL! now everything i got to keep it in my heart & when i come home then i talk to steven wat i want to sae. GOSH, Izwan's uncle got cancer! hope he is okey by now. tmr got cca,i want clara to go sia. i miss her comfort! & i miss her lame jokes!!! haiz, lonely me in 3mm now!

2008-01-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

2007 (important achieve)

1) thanks for my galfriend for letting me know her cousin (scott).

2) got 3rd for 200 by 4 (sports day).

3) got to many friends.

4) got to know steven & my aiai (Denise).

5) & my wonderful PAL.

6) getting a funny korkor.

WELCOME TO 2008!

2007-12-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

i am ill now. i fainted in fitness planet there ): lucky prince is wif me if not i die aso no one knows. takecare friends! (: HappY NEW YEAR TOO!!!

2007-12-28T07:31:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHIRTMAS!

2007-12-15T03:59:00.000-08:00

thanks weijie gege for comforting me. & sorry aiai, for not talking to you... galfriend bao bao, you got sucha good parents sia! they loved you so much! my cousin is veri idoit lah, say his make-up skills veri good then help me put! my eye brow draw so dark for me like ghost! then my cheek put so red like chinese ghost dolls! he somemore sae tt US girls put make up like tt. bull shit lah him! worse make up ever in my life sia! but one of his friend so cute lah, when i stick to my cousin cus i was shy then tt guy calls Alex sae "yo, relax & take a deep in & you will be cool" yeah, real cool lah, i go do tt till my nose bleed! really cool! anyway, nice knowing my cousin's friends! i want to learn ball dance if i can! haha. coming back to singapore soon! i miss everyone like my girlfriend,twins,aiai,pal,big kid,korkor and more... but i like being with my cousin too! he gave me lots of confort like yesterday when "someone" gave me attitude in msn! though i reply veri clam but i am crying madly in front of the computer ): i always sae i want to break up cus i wanted tt person to love me or dotes me more... but not reply me like that )':

2007-12-10T19:47:00.000-08:00

haha, went out with my cousin's ANG MOH friends! they are so freaking hot... haha, but they are mean tooo, they poke me for no reason lah. but i whack them. Friends, my slaps till one of them got red arms. heehee. went to join the games they play. omg its so hard to play de. i cant even know where to start! bad cousin lah, stand there laugh at me! :@ weijie, is so freaking ugly short guy. but he is funny! calls me XIAO MEIMEI... haha. okey, got to go out with aunty to shop shop le... haha. the taxi fare is so EX. $53.50 in singapore! so expensive sia. can buy my pooh bear le. :D

2007-12-08T02:10:00.000-08:00

usa is cool! its chilling! haha. anyway im single now. i will be like last time in the beginning of this year. not talking about guys & onli funny friends & classmates cheerful and laugh! i think galfriend will like tt side of me than now. (: cus i will care for her more! of course for the rest too! galfriend wont feel left out anymore! i will be wif her! :) & steven, friend! pure friend! no more both of us are living in a totally different world. i like doing lame things & stuffs but he dont. i like hearing & feeling warm from him but he dont. so there is no more i can try to mend the relationship stronger but end up he sad,i sad,he hurt & i aso hurt. lets go back to last time. FRIENDS! he concentrate in his rugby,i concentrate on my studies... both would be happier than before (: stay strong & happy! GOD bless him all the way! :D

2007-12-06T03:46:00.000-08:00

i reached usa le. now im at my aunty house. anyway the flight is long but so? my heart is in pain! but who knows? in the plane , i went to toilet many times, u all know why? cus i go to the toilet to cry & let my tears & cleaning it out becus of what? becus of my bf. i cant even talk to him before i leave singapore! i leave with sadness & anger! what a bf , i had? now in usa, my cousin wanted me to go ice-skating but i dont want cus im sad & he felt tt way too. but i know he dont want to sae it out. anyway, my mind is thinking to be single & not to touch in relationship till i finish my 'O' levels. should i? i am thinking...

2007-12-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

sian go play games alone. i know one ex-SAJC guy! he is now a teacher at PCJ! haha. he keep telling me tt popular guys is the worst guy cus they are not good guys! he is aso call steven leh. my dear twins! lols. hahaha. my dear going hunting for the next week ): leaving the days be4 i got to go overseas all alone. ): haix, me alone for 4 more days )): okey, me going to sleep super early tonite. will not come on9 cus my dear busy then got no tme for me so i dont come on9 lor. takecare.

2007-11-30T20:30:00.000-08:00

this is 2006 SYF. juz found it in the camera. lols. esther funny... went to expo for the IT show then i buy 3box of candy floss! YUMMY. love it! then one cup of corns, me gonna gain weight soon. gegegee. then went to changi airport to see the terminal3. got to pay money! money face terminal lah... $$$$$! rush home to go on9 to talk to my dear. heehee. twins, this year never go holidays but u got u lao gong wat! more important rite? hahaha. talk to you soon. wah miss clara chong go hongkong le. she sae there windy sia. nice wat! bet she gonna shop like siao! cus she is a shopping girl! haha. girlfriend, came back from her romantic holidays. me in singapore jealous drinking green water & biting lime! hahaha.

2007-11-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

today was anger for me. i wanted to sleep for awhile & mum ask me go do housework. earlier on dont tell me do must when i am sleepy then ask me to do. she like want to find foul wif me lah. my dear ask me put ice cube on my head to relive excerise.... haha! ohh ya, scott helping me to train my account for maplestory THANKS man,if not my character forever cannot level up cus of my computer! THANKS SCOTT. ohh yeah, izwan upset cus he anyhow scold me 4 no reason & he got bad fire by me! & im sad,jealous & unhappy now! ): me& my dear gonna break up le. ):

2007-11-26T22:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN (sister-in-law)!

14years old le, last long long wif korkor!!!!juz finish talking to korkor & one guy. korkor funny sia. hahaha. SHHHHH... promise not to sae it out! i will rmb tt. hahahahaha, ohh yeah steven's friend name yanda... sounds like panda lor! panda calls korkor 'jannerararara'! then korkor sae ' u rararara again'... then i was laughing like mad in fornt of the computer my dad thot i siao! hahhahaaha. okey. mi gonna sleep le. nitenite!

2007-11-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

today was funny add so many ppl in one conversation! hahaha. ohh steven go back to his country yesterday. sadly i cant go airport to sent him off but at least i got talk to him before he left... went IMM, to shop,eat & smsing friends! lols. okey. takecare.

2007-11-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

today went out wif steven & my pal (beatrice) plus her friends to bugis. its a great day i think. funny thing was steven&i was walking at bugis village & there is a sex in the city shop & i went to see the display onli & he pull me away from tt shop! i am not going in lah juz seeing the display onli. i am realli sorry to my pal's guy friend cus when he was bending to sae sorry to me & my hand juz went to slap his face & i am realli SORRY i didnt know wat the hell am i doing. maybe becus he look abit like Scott but i am sorry! i dont mean to slap him de. arcarde & play tt machine on catching sweet is fun in the beginning & got many many mentos sweets! hahaha, my bag is full of sweets! Pal's mom is scary, she was asking where are we?when we leaving? what are we going to? then after i tell her, she sae 'why go here then go there so where u both going actually?' her tone sounded veri angry. ): then after tt steven&i walk around the shops becus he wanted to buy smth for me but there dont have my winnie the pooh i wanted )< okey. this is the neo-prints i look wif PAL & steven... (:

2007-11-19T01:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to my cousin's wedding! & i got to wear my God-sis bought the clothes, super weird looking for me lah. steven & izwan sae i look hot in it. realli meh, so uncomfortable lor. izwan sae he see the pic & the pic is heating him till he melts. hahahaha. shall post one pic in here & let u all to see how weird looking am i sia! haha, my dear was saeing to watch out of boys in the wedding sia. ahahahaha. OMG,francis korkor's baby is super cute & chubby man! & francis korkor sae, this holiday go be the baby sitter! wah, me going to be a nanny le. heehee. i love BABY! so adorable but my dear sae baby will shit,cry,shit. haha. funny him lah, yup but they brings joy to adults & teenagers! :D today, went sch. MY PAL is not the same class next year le. i kind of missing her ): me feel so sad now. sobsob. i want her HER! WO YAO WO DE PAL BEATRICE CHO!!!!! ): good news, GALFRIEND IS back from her holidays! wah, my spiderman dear woke up so late sia. cat women still wake up earlier than him lah! heeheee. okey, got to go now. rmb, wo yao wo the BEATRICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

2007-11-17T01:51:00.000-08:00

talk to steven till 3am yesterday. haha, longest time we both ever talk man. we talk like siao okey, but good lah, he got time for me now. (: he is going to leave singapore for 3weeks! ): me gonna miss him much much much! )': haix. okey, i go entertain him le, if not have to wait till 3weeks later. which i will be in singapore missing him dearly ):

2007-11-16T23:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday kenna scolding for my phone bill! today, was okey. something tt spoilt my day was tt NS malay boi, he said smth & make me thot its truth then later on he told me its fake. & i told my dear abt it.haha, i dont know scott was wif him so he aso knows abt it. okok guys, i would relax! haha. i feel tt i was in the past, scott,steven&i all talking together. tt is the best mermories, i ever had this year,i wont regret it! my dear won smth for me, THANKS i love you much... my dear was funny&sweet, we was toking abt our best tophic ! woohoo, long time never talk abt it le. then we tok abt when we married if we have child, if its girl wat am i going to teach her. then if its a boy wat is he going to teach him? haha. toking abt it. like we are married like tt lor. heehee. okey, i will stop here.

2007-11-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

haha yesterday,scott's answer for why he breaks up the two reasons make me want to laugh. idontknow why but juz quite funny. my galfriend go holidays le,monday then come back ): juz now was super funny, twins & i was fooling wif a guy! & twins reaction was funny too, i kept laughing non-stop. hahaha. mei,dont be sad le, everything will be fine dont cry too or go hurt urself. relax & do some meaningful stuffs. as for my dear, nevermind de, u never win anything for me from ur match but u win something tt people cannot win is my heart! (: next time play better lor! ohh yeah, i go cut my hair le, its kinda short but okey lah. not like ghost can le. haha. i want to dye my hair but mummy sae, when i grow up then dye. okey lor,wait till i grow up first ba. haha, i am kinda bored. but nvm, i will entertain myself by playing games or go play wif little kids next door. takecare people! especially my mei!!!! (:

2007-11-13T03:27:00.000-08:00

i think i am veri lucky cus i got someone who loves me&tt i loved. cus there is one poor boy,had been waiting for a gurl for two years & tt gurl hates him & dont want to accept him but he still want to wait for her.haix,he is so in love wif tt gurl,if i am tt girl i will be so touched. & izwan is so funny,he is my new toasted chubby boi & i am chicken pie! hmm, taste yummy rite? haha. hmm, francis is coming to sing at 4th december. hope to see him soon. okey, i got to go to my cousin's house to see a new born baby,hope she loves me as in aunty lah ): feeling so old now. hahaha.

2007-11-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

good news! Denise is my god-sis & she is back wif her AHEM! & my dear got in to the final for ruby! Congrats.

2007-11-07T23:53:00.000-08:00

past few days was quiet busy so never post. many things happen too. like i made a guy want to kill himself & now he is ended up in hospital becus i dont accept him & other things like denise tell me things tt i could not believe. she sae alot of things abt scott (bad things) she scold he bad words & she said tt her gang want to look for him! & she is the 8th heart broken. poor girl. lucky for me, nothing with relationship has any problems yet. & i already forgive my galfriend so we are okey now. i have think through,if should i spoilt our friendship becus of her cousin said things to others? so ya, tt is y i not angry anymore. omg,i dont know how to ask my parents can i go out wif my pal tmr anot. HELP! i have no confident for myself ): nowadays, i see so many ppl broke up wif their relationship now. make me scared wat if one day, i aso kenna like tt how? my dear said he would kill himself.No,i am not going to let him do tt (: i better not think too much abt tt. i believe in myself tt i know tt this relationship would last long. okey. i got to go out wif my god-sis & mum to buy some things... goodbye people,hope holidays are fun for all of you!!!!

2007-11-02T20:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY SCOTT!

hope he would get many blessing from god & no matter how he treat me,he still gave me happy moments,sad moments & sweet and bitter times. i juz want to get the happiness & be happy! omg, my dear was so sweet, before he left singapore to KL, he msg me a goodbye msg& a total of 28 magic words! hahaha. but sorry, tt time i have not woke up yet so cant sent him a safe trip! hope he did well for his game! i gonna miss him for 3days ): never i will wait for him. no flirting wif other guys when he is not wif me (: i will rmb tt. i got him & i wont bluff him... okey, hear this song.

Will You Wait For Me
I need to talk with you again
Why did you go away?
All our time together just feels like yesterday.
I never thought id see a single day without you
The things we take for granted we can sometimes loose

Refrain:
And if i promise not to fell this pain
Will i see you again? will i see you again?

Chorus:
Coz/time would pass me by maybe i'll never learn to smile but i know i'll make it through if you wait for me. and all the ters i've cried no matter how i tried they'll never bring you home to me wont you wait for me in heaven.

Do you remember how it was when we never seem to care
The days when life's so quite free
Coz the thought you always be there
But its hard to let you go
Though i know that i must try
I feel that ive been cheated
Coz we never said goodbye

Repeat refrain & chorus

Coz i miss you miss you so
And i need to know
Will you wait for me

2007-11-01T09:05:00.001-07:00

now counting down for Scott's birthday! 5 more mins to he turn 13! haha. today was juz plain bored but i read one book tt is abt romance. & i like this phrase they wrote there 'Love see no colours' i agree! haha. okey. 2more mins. my dear was asking me wat if he firlt wif other girls would i be jealous? of course i would lah! but i know he wont do tt cus i trust him mah. & tmr he going to KL le ): i gonna miss him like siao. 1 more mins! GOOD LUCK My DEAR FOR hiS MATCH tmr! u want me to sae the magic word here ? i think u would want! ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU ,ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU,I LOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU, ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU!
in the 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1,0... HAPPY BIRthdAY SCOTT LiM!!!!! (: with much love ~KING YI~

2007-10-31T07:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY Halloween!

went dental & then go giant. haha, the pumpkins is so adorable sia. ohh yeah, i was like a pig i woke up late & went to dental late too. esther is so funny sia. when i left the place i saw vanessa & shumei. haha, i was shock to see them. haha. alright i got to go & sleep now. byebye (:

2007-10-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

WHY WHY WHY! i called steven but his comforting me is not veri helpful... scott is asking me to shut up cus i make his gf cried. i never scold his gf lah. i SWEAR! i did not sae anything... is she calls me cheebye first! in school, while singing the IJ song, i brust into tears cus my true friends like beatrice,clara,jessie&althea were there singing with me & joys juz came to me after the day of anger. Beatrice, you are my BEST PAL ever! whenever, i felt sad, u were there all for me. no matter we are happy or sad, we hope we could share the pain&sorrow together. my mum told me abt my dad. & how she is suffering, & wants me to listen to her. my family is having some problems now. & i got to take care of myself well. i must be strong if i could . scott, he hurt my heart lots & lots. sophia, she hurt my feelings & heart much much more. steven, his words were not strong enough to comfort me & he does not sound serious. constann, she left me all alone & walk to another group &not talking to me anymore. emmanuel, he told me he is my korkor & would go through bad things wif me but he ends up, leaving me alone. dawn, thanks man! she want to help me to fight for my rights, thanks. she is so good,kor is so lucky to have her. steven, when i close my eyes, yes i did see you in my mind but i saw other things tt upset me too. ): i love steven! i got to watch the show 'dear,dear son-in-law'.